Myfirst-everything

The name's Liana Chia. Love me or hate me, who cares? I'd turned 18 since 12 March and i stil feel that the world hasn't changed. I wont be updating this blog so often as compared to last time. but trust me, every now and then, I would update. Now, this space has simply become a storehold where I keep my memories in tact (:

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Sunday, November 9, 2008
@ 10:46 AM

hmm..lots of thoughts have been flowing through my mind.
i tot tat relationship prob with only make me cry like shit.
but now i realise..
frens can make me cry for the whole day too...

worst..it made me think for 2 whole days.
last nite i cried myself to sleep..
thinking about wat did i do to make them keep calling me names..
and insulting me.
sure..its okay if they insulted me as in playing la..
but they went overboard liao..

every single person is like targetting me.
like..WAT THE FUCK?
everything also say me.
i make fren with boy.
anyhow say tat he my bf then say my taste suck or smth like tat.

all of you shitty ppl only look at appearances la!
if ur bf is shuai de but his personality is like so damn bastard those kind.
you also suffer to the core wat.
looks don count for everything so shut the fuck up!

told u ppl so many god damn times alr..
don call me things. especially names tat i don like.
i tot u would understand.. but no matter how many times i tell u all..
IT DOESNT WORK!

now..im kinda glad tat im not the same class as u all..
now..i wont have to listen to ur insults and pretend tat nth is wrong with me..

last nite tok with py.. she asked me a question
i ans it in a logical way la.
still say wrong and mocked me saying tat i will nv get it rite.
then still say i abnormal, freak.

OK LA! say a few times i still can tahan.
after a while.. I DON EVER WANNA TOK TO ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!
now i donno whether to treat u as a fren
or to hate all of you.

we had fun times..but most of the times..
URE THE ONES HAVING THE FUN!
AND IM THE ONE TAKING ALL THE INSULTS!!!!
and all of you will be laughing.

only zi qing is the best.
she doesnt say anything much.

I HATE ALL OF YOU LA!!!!!!!

--- crying internally ; tear-stricken face


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