The name's Liana Chia. Love me or hate me, who cares? I'd turned 18 since 12 March and i stil feel that the world hasn't changed.
I wont be updating this blog so often as compared to last time.
but trust me, every now and then, I would update.
Now, this space has simply become a storehold where I keep my memories in tact (:
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
juz cos of wat u said...i cried again.. @ 4:15 PM
last nite i stayed up till 12am plus.. was chatting with jess and shirly.. then was also smsing to jinda.. haiz..i helped jess do a favour..she helped me.. i got the reply today..and i dropped a tear.. i tried to laugh it off..telling myself i was stupid. daydreaming all these while..but in the end..i cried more.. i didnt know why..but i took out my diary and read it. every single page i read..i cried a lot..especially at the drawing tat i drawn last year. i felt like throwing the diary away.. but..i didnt..i wanted to rmb everything tat i did or you did. i asked jess to do another favour.. and i tink i'll cry more after i know the reason why.. but i need to know it..or else i'll be in the dark forever. so yea..im prepared for it.. i even tot of the worst case senario. LOL. but really. nth is impossible and now i know ure avoiding me again. juz cos of this? or wat? anw..juz wanna say tat.. even though i cry alot for you.. you will never get to see the tears tat i cried.. "tears. they are always there for me when i cry" "accompanying me forever and ever when im always sad.
finally..i can stop counting.. im getting tired of all this.. now i know tat its nv too late for me to stop now.. juz so long tat i know tat.. we are 100% gone..
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last nite i stayed up till 12am plus.. was chatting with jess and shirly.. then was also smsing to jinda.. haiz..i helped jess do a favour..she helped me.. i got the reply today..and i dropped a tear.. i tried to laugh it off..telling myself i was stupid. daydreaming all these while..but in the end..i cried more.. i didnt know why..but i took out my diary and read it. every single page i read..i cried a lot..especially at the drawing tat i drawn last year. i felt like throwing the diary away.. but..i didnt..i wanted to rmb everything tat i did or you did. i asked jess to do another favour.. and i tink i'll cry more after i know the reason why.. but i need to know it..or else i'll be in the dark forever. so yea..im prepared for it.. i even tot of the worst case senario. LOL. but really. nth is impossible and now i know ure avoiding me again. juz cos of this? or wat? anw..juz wanna say tat.. even though i cry alot for you.. you will never get to see the tears tat i cried.. "tears. they are always there for me when i cry" "accompanying me forever and ever when im always sad.
finally..i can stop counting.. im getting tired of all this.. now i know tat its nv too late for me to stop now.. juz so long tat i know tat.. we are 100% gone..
Description: I am who i am. I don't see a need for me to act like somebody else to be happy, and i love what you hate about yourself.