Myfirst-everything

The name's Liana Chia. Love me or hate me, who cares? I'd turned 18 since 12 March and i stil feel that the world hasn't changed. I wont be updating this blog so often as compared to last time. but trust me, every now and then, I would update. Now, this space has simply become a storehold where I keep my memories in tact (:

I never told you
This is a place where I keep my memories stored. I dont wanna hear no comments and I dont want to lose any memories. Enjoy (:



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Sunday, August 17, 2008
@ 7:57 PM


..236 days have passed..
..and i didnt know why i counted..
..even though i know..
..it wont mean anything to you at all..
..but it means a lot to me..

today was damn boring..
but was kept wide awake last nite..
woke up at 3am..
couldnt go back to slp...
everytime i closed my eyes..i will think about it.
recently i kept waking up in the middle of the nite..
i tot i had cleared tat habit but it came back..
becos of this? maybe..
didnt close my eyes..juz kept them wide open..
listening to music..all the sweet love songs..
was waiting or rather..hoping for smth to happen to me tonite.
went out of my rm at 5am to watch a show..
couldnt concentrate on it.
my mind kept drifting back to tat topic..
didnt know why..
took out PSP to play..still drifted back to tat..
i was alr multi-tasking and my mind could still think about it..
how dumb is tat?
all i wanna say is..
i still rmb everything vividly..
tats why..keeping a diary sucks at times..
especially when it is one whole book about ____
i really feel like burning it but i cant bear to do so..
its too precious to me rite now..but yet..its hurting me..
now..whenever i wake up at nite..
i can be sure..its all becos of ____
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even if u read this post..
you no need to freak out.
i know its impossible..but i cant bottle up my tots and ____ inside me..
i know...we are friends..
tall friends.. XD



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